Calm?

I'm still too young! Mentally.

I get angry when the securityguard yell at villiage people because they are new to this city; I get angry when I see a nicely dressed guy who seems well educated spit on the floor with no heistation; I get angry when an old lady standing in the crowded subway and the young people who sit right there just ignore her existence; I get angry when the water bottle is empty but no men in the office volunteer to change it.

What I do to burn out my anger is I tell myself I'm a well educated woman and a perfect adult, I can identify what is right what is wrong. I never yell at villiage people because they did something adnormal in the city. They will soon get used to the city life. Why should we be harsh on someone who's not experienced in the field? I never spit on street or public. I just can't! It's ugly and disgusting. Real lady or gentleman would never do that. I always give my seat to old people and little kids if I see them in the public. Not because I wish people would do the same to me when I get old but I don't want them to break their legs or arms. I lift up a 19Kg water bottle and replace it on a 1.5meters high dispenser. It doesn't require much strength to a man but a woman. The whole Chinese men misundertood the equality between men and women!

Well, I'm still angery about things that don't affect me and I think I'll be that way for a long time. I'll try not to be botherd and grow mature.