It doesn't make you different

She has always tried to be special, be different. Overall she's just an ordinary human-being. She joined as many sport games as possible in junior high to distinguish herself from those cliche girls. Participate radio shows, rock band shows, create her own mucis CD and made no friends pretended to be cool. Unfortunately she's never good at what she supposed to be good at - being a student. Whatever she tries she just has to drop it off eventually. She's never special.

But she never stops trying. Now she tries to be special by having a splendid job, holding a housing certificate in Beijing, having a luxury life among those common friends and speaks excellent English. One day everyone has what she has, she's confused. It seems everyone is trying to be special just like her and everyone tried the same way just like her. What else can she do to make her different.

Yes, get married. Marry with a foreigner. Not Americans, not French, not Germans. It's too common to marry with Europeans. She marries with an Indian. That's like something that would never happen. She's proud not only because he's an foreigner but also he's an Indian. He's smart, he's funny, he's considerate, he's generous. He seems having all merits that no women wouldn't mention as their spouses. She's special again. Is she special?

No, she's never special. She's just she, one of those who wants to be special but never is. He's particularity won't make she different. It just doesn't make her different!

She will not stop trying to be special. She will always be special to herself.

Wish her dream would come true!